Sunday, September 25, 2011

And Now There Can Really Be No Babies. Yay!

Today was my first day birth-control-pill free. I am super excited to be off those destructive pretend-to-be-pregnant-every-month / make-me-super-hormonal-crazy things.

I think it's a really good decision particularly since I am no longer having sex with men. That's right, this (me) is a dick-free zone--so boys park it some place else. What? Word! You heard me.

I know what some of you are thinking--yeah right, there is no way that someone who's loved men for so long can just up and quit.

But I'm telling you, I can. And one way I for sure will make this happen is by knowing I have no personal protection from se(men).

In case you're really confused and didn't get the memo my partner of five+ years and I have recently split. I mean, he fucked up big time, to say the least. And now I'm in mourning/confused/angry/excited/scared/numb.

Yeah, I think right now I'm really numb and not quite sure what to do with myself.

But I know what I am not doing. I'm not going to keep feeding my body hormones. And I'm not going to have sex with men.

So, there's that.

At least there's that.
(Isn't this creepy?)


  1. I did not get the memo, but I am sorry to hear about Ryan and you splitting up!

  2. This must be a good feeling on some level. I hope your body is feeling good!